heh...

yah yah.. it has been such a long time. i noe. just didnt have that mood to write again. okay okay.. i think i should just start all fresh. forget all the shit that had happen.


now i am currently working temporary under NTUC income as data entry.. till this month or next. the people okay. except met maimunah again. oh well. it is quite unsual to work at tamp. very strange. cos usually go tamp to eat, n walk ard, shopping. n now working. hahah... hard to resist tamp. i'll end up doing lots of things apart from working there. but its great lah. near home also. reach very the early.

but wad i miss is going to raffles place n meet simon n steph. heh. i dun even have their number now. haiiiizzz. bleargh~

okay okay... csi is grabbing my attention.

wei...

ohhh... now already nov 18. hehehe.. well wad to do. now working 9 -6 also like no time to go on net. lagi2 hari raya. go home go out. or dun go home at all until 1030pm. by then i wld be sleeping soon cos the next day work. aisey...

oh oh oh!! i've passed my basic thoery test. wooohoooo! now i dunno wads the next step. to cont the final theory or wad. dunno lah wad dear said to me tt time. cant waits!

wait for wad? ahaha.. to get the liecense i guessed. or even to try to drive the car.


blah.. i dunno wad interesting story to say. i dun wan to think abt work. well this blog aint abt work. so not gg to brood abt it. but wadever it is. boss today happy mood. i did a mistake on the check.. need to pay 40 bucks charge.. so also no scold me. but reminded me nicely. aisey. takot. she 2 faced etc etc. i dun wan to take any chances.





i jus cant wait to return to skool.

selamat hari raye to all....

well i tried if i can to find time to write.. sorry it has been long. sheesh. okay. i'm not feeling the up mood. cos he volunteered to work 24-7 jus bcos a guy didnt turn up. wtf. asal kene dia aje? asal tak bleh org lain? wadever ah. no point. faham ah nak kene byr hutang bill n nak ignore the person at home. but this is toooots over. tooo over.

upset. upset. i dunno wad else to do. well i cannot say or do anything. dia dah besar. wont listen to me anw. he wld end up saying tt i'm not understanding the situation. wadever lah.





hmph.

aisey...

sorry lah people.. hehehehe.. its has been very much long time since i've wrote. well.. just didnt feel like writing anything esp after work. very tired and so forth. oh well. now i've already quit giordano... now i've started my new job.. as accounts payroll assistant cum admin assistant cum receiptionist at ML Consulting. wad can i say? hmm... feel very odd get to go home early.. hahah. and working office hrs. maybe need time to adapt.

I work near my sis.. n fida but she's finishing her attachment this week. so yups. i only have 1 week with her. well.. luckily there this malay lady called aishah in the survying dept. at least there is someone i can talk to. Amanda is okay... and angela. so yups..

I kinda pity those left at gio. heh.. but i cant say much u noe. spoil their reputation. unless i email someone n tell them to do something abt it. but i am not so sure abt tt. we'll just see to it.

oh yah...i've already registered mahself at Ubi driving centre. i'm gg to have my basic driving test soon in nov 16. i'll pray hard that i'll pass..


i've got nothing much else to write... if i do write something else also... well.. dunno ah. bahh.. see ya all soon.

...

now already bulan puasa.. n yups... i've come that month ah. hehehe. oh well. 21 oct gg to be my last day at gio. gg to find other jobs... better one i hope but definately not sales. i've applied many but none yet replied. so i'll just wait.

y did he sent such msg? so hurt bcos how i reacted? well it aint my fault when he was with his fren from 1 until we parted. n only like wad... spend an hr with me? that is to go ntuc with me. yah. now send that kind of msg n off hp. i dunno wad else to say.

=(

haiz.......... how i be such a toooots toooots careless toootsss............. my things was stolen in cash converters. so yah. stupid person. that also want to steal. fucking shit. shit shit shit.=

hmmph~

hello ya all... now i'm stuck at my older sis's hse cs my hse toilets are under renovation so yah. and jus so happened that today is my off day. i can finally update mah blog. well.. a lot of things have happened so yups...


gtg!!!

hiak hiak!

hehehe.. been such a long time.. very long... oh well.. today also luckily i got home early u noe. morning shift at bugis. the more i want to get home early.. the tired and the kerazyness of the place. buey tahan. but today.. this one cute girl.. lynette.. make my day. ehhe.. soo the clever. helped me out giving the number tags at the entrance of the fitting room. she's just tooooooo cute.

and another point.. i was lucky enuf that i called my parents.. n found out that all my family plus my aunt uncle cuzzies and all gg to eat dinner. wahhhh!! damn lucky me. went down to bedok duno wads the name of the place.. n yah... got free food. but of cos wen i eat i think of my dear2... eheheh.. sorry dear.. i wish u were married to me already.. den easy for me u noe.. u can eat wad i got to eat. =p

tomz i will be working with shedah.. soo hapi cos i seem to miss her mah. hehehe.. den also with bob-bob-bobby! anw.. he looked like my sec sch fren melvin. from behind the features the same. the way he walk also the same. but stay diff hse ah. haha..DUH~

hahaha.. i'm jus crazy... tired and sleepy. well.. i dunno when i wld be writing the next time.. heheh... jus hoped i have more reasons to come online and do someting.. well i do actually.. just tt the person isnt der online. so yup. n i tot she wld be here already. oh well...

okay.. gg to play game with my dear.. listen to some fav song. n go to sleep!

!!@@#$$%%^

Harlo!! hahah.. sorry lah peeps havent been updating much. heheh.. been quite bz a lil bit. had tank u party on 20 aug.. work n work n work till.. hmm now? ahaha.. oh well.. wad can u expect from me? work n work lah.

i'm also working things out for the alumni band. WITH the HELP from FIDA and xue chun.. yupss.. they bring the excitement all of the sudden to make everything on the go... Thank u both..

now its time for my brain to werk out to think of the benefits... hhhmmm....

today i worked the shit of myself on cashering. wah... si be sian lor... the crowd wahhh... and the pple who buy sooo much things. aisey.... so far the expensive transaction done is 150 plus. well... i hope its all alrite... =p


okays... i'm gg to hmm.. dizcuss with my dearest of the benefits.. hehehe..

weee!!

i'm going to get my cert today!! wipeee~ n finally i got an off day!! hahaha.. sooo the happy noh. oh well... gg to get ready. will upload pics wen i get home!

wee~

NDP is finally over.. well.. gonna miss practising and all those meeting the rest. but yah i'm glad ah. now can work peacefully. ahahaha.. oh well. so yah.. now i'm really lazy to type soo many things... but yah.. i'm working now in all cina oriented place. but okaylah. the place i'm transfered to is much better lah than the one i was first appointed to. hmm... but simon n castilla is great. no doubt they tok cina most of the time.

now each of us are bz working.. skooling... wah.. growing old already. aisey.. cant imagine.. haizzz...

=p

heloo pple.. sorry lah never write quite some time.. well.. i've been n still having my NEW job course at paya lebar. ( the one at changi tak jadi cos some pple jus hate to c me n my frenz.... wad to do.....) so yah.. tomz second half of the course... i'll be gg to my degsinated outlet.. hmmm...

NERVOUS...

hahaha.. oh well.. first time being customer sale associate u noe after 9 months behind counter at estpt infomation counter. hehehe.. i hope everything will be well.

i'm loosing my sleep. but i think i'll get use to it...

yahh... on the first day of the course, i was damn shocked...... wah sian u noe.. i'm the only MALAY n the rest 9 are malay. hmmmmm... was those mly tt i saw asked for part time?? well.. i working as full time. hmm.. maybe ah. well it was soo tension the first day. But then after yesterday's second half of the course. all goes quite well. today much better. way much better, though they talk mostly in chinese.. ya.. still can understand a bit2.

i dunno wad else to write... cos the rest are meant to be within the 4 walls. so hhehehe.. i'll stop here for the day..




p/S: my dear darling... dun worry abt those small matter.. it was like how i felt wen u started skool n working. it wld take a while to get use to it.. dun worry k?? mmuuaaacckksss*

my dear zahid.....

my band senior.. my section leader.. passed away yesterday due to an accident.. i really couldnt believe the msg that i got from izyan and nurul. i called fida n she asked amir.. n it was real. fida cried while toking to our conductor.. i cried soo many times yesterdae. i jus couldnt believe it was him..

i'm sorry fida and nadz.. you guys were eating ur lunch when i broke the news.

i called plentiful of pple.. but mostly the old bunch of the band members came for the funeral.. denis.. sok yan..fabian.. cordelia.. sheila.. adeline.. xuechun.. aryani.. amir.. hafiz.. firdaus.. syed.. joo guan.. fida.. nadz.. nadiah..and me.

when fid, nadz, nad n me came.. his body jus arrived from the hospital. i wished i had see him for the last time. but i was too scared... that i would cry so much.. and i do have wild imagination at night.. but now i really regretted it so much. soo much. we came at 2.. the body left from his home to the final destination ard 4 plus. * nadz n i was late for ndp preview..* but yah... it was those final steps.. that i couldnt control my tears. he was a my favourite senior. n i really like him a lot as a senior. cute.. chubby.. n his laughs.. the way he talks so fast... how good he was playing the trombone... the way he conducts the band........ yah.. those were the memories...

i feel sad for the family members n those who were really close to him... now i noe for those who had been thru family members who had fatal accidents.... it really traumatise me.. it will be double for them..

for those motor riders out there, please bcareful. never speed or do things tt u never done b4.. u may not noe for those pple who really care for u would come n cry so much on your funeral.. n may not noe how traumatise they can be. think of them b4 doing anything..

for those driving..... please.. never to take the whole road like as thou its yours. i'm sure most of u all wld noe that motor riders like to ride their bike one the white line.. so dun think u're some big shot driving. think of others..


we will never forget him.. i will never forget him.. my dearest senior..

In lovinf memories...

Mohd. Zahid Bin Wahid

1985- 30 July 2005

Innallilahirojiun..

sick...

i was sick yesterday.. after a long time. fever was at 37.5, cough was like wad.. flu.. haizzz... but luckily i am now better except for the cough.

anw i've resigned? my job at eastpoint. well.. kinda missing it but i cant wait for the new one at airport as passenger service assistant. great huh? the only different is that the working hours are round the clock. sooo yupz. i'll be like an owl. sleep in the morning, awake at nite.


=p

hmmm

well... someone tried to break me n rahman up. hmmm.. i sense jealousy in that person.

people in this world. not happy tt one is happy. n wants to destroy it. haiyoo.. face it ladee or guy~(wadever u r) YOU ARE JUS JEALOUS.

anw i got my fav devdas song... so the very happy. after dear took my mp3 n comp crashed.. all the songs gone. hehehe.. i hoped it doesnt do the same this time.. be good k computer dearest.

oh yes... this end of the month will be my last day at eastpoint. cos i've found a better.. well not better but jus interesting job. and i cant wait to start working der!!

hmm... toddles everyone...

alamak~

aisey... wad telah happen man with my accounts? haisey.. hahah.. but well.. i passed anw!! yipeeee!!!! i'm awarded with the Higher Nitec in Accounting! yipeee!! sooo the happy. now rite... jus waiting for jobs. haisey. penat u noe apply2 but never reply. except for one but i didnt get the job.

i am anxious for the job at airport.. oh well... InsyaAllah i hope i get it.

anw to all ITE Bishan AC dept.. Congrates on ur result! hope u all get a gd job/future!!

hmmm

i love rob thomas. ahahaha.. i luurrrvvve his song!

HeLooO!

hehe.. its relly bin such a looooong time. april was my last post n now already june! hehehe.. sorry lah pple. i really had no time to update anything tt time cos of Ngah's wedding den comp crash. den exams.. yarh soo many stuffs.


Now.....


I'M FREEE!!!! No more skool... but yah now searching for a job tts related to accounting i guess. hehe. i've sent a lot of resume but none replied. so yaah. wadeve lah. worse come to worse i'l jus stick to the lame job at eastpt. haiz.z.z.z.z.z. LAAAMMMEEEE....

my dear already started poly.. yups.. already gotten his laptop. hehe.. i cant wait to hold a laptop u noe! i think if we go out together n he brings his laptop, tht will be the first thing i wan to hold. ahhahaha.. haiizz... now already dunno how many days i would not be able to c him. hmmmmmm.....

wad else? i dunno... hehe..

i'll try my best to really update everyday k peeps?

helo

sorry guys that it had been such a long time that i never write anything. its jus that i've been sooo blardy busy with that nyaa camp (4-6 march), ndp practices( every sunday), work, homework, nyaa report, now my first sis in hospital for suspected appendix, my second sis wedding in 2 weeks time, my CA this wed........

haiizzz.....

eeee!!! GERAM!!!

strike

i'm on a strike. FULL STOP.

napfa over!

yayy!! napfa over already!!! hehehe.. so happy noh! now no need to run that stretch of road anymore. hehe. but then my body aches like wad ah. esp the stomach area. i think push myself too hard for the push up. heh~

did i write abt zila's bday?? heheh.. i seem to 4got.

well.. it turn out to be great.. she loves the gitf, the cake. gud enuf.. it took quite a while u noe to get the presents. =p luckily got the correct ring size.

hmm.. that was on friday, 18 feb. den sat.. we all.. not all.. jus the six of us, rod,zul, zila, yat, me n my dear went out to jurong swimming complex. wow! ahaha.. it was really a long time i never swim noh. it was the best day to me. =p

well.. i cant wait to go again the next time!! someone please bring me along w u when u wan to go!!! hahahahah..

my dear2 quitted his first job on sat. well.. i'm glad he did.. then he wldnt be so stressed up. =)

haiz.

hey.. sorry i've not been updating much for a long time. was bz with 5 day work last week during the cine new year. so yalah2.. den wen on comp feel soo lazy to type anything.

a lot of things coming up. zila's bday, tp open hse, outing to jurong swimming complex.. CAs.. bla bla.. haiyooo~

now wad i am waiting for the grammy.. i heard on radio in the morning that it is very good. sooooo i cant wait.

hmm... today is my anniversary with my dearest rahman. yah.. its already 1 year 6 months.. wow~ i dun feel it that it was that long. well.. i am appreaciating it though there were/ are problems.. anw wad is a happy relaltionship with the fights.

*finally i got that noraniza idris song.. hehehe.. i lup it noh. lup at first sight wen she performed it during some show last yr.

yahh.. back to wad i was saying.. hmmm... dear... i do have feelings that something wld happen to our relationship. good or bad i dunno. how distant.. i dunno.. haiizz... but wadever it is.. i love u k honey..

insyaAllah.. we will stay on foreve.. =)

weee~

HAPPY 18 MONTH ANNIVERSARY MY DARLING!!!!!!!!

depressed

depressed.. depressed. upset.. haiizzz................................

selamat hari raya haji

tomz is already hari raya haji.. aint much of preparation. jus havin ketupat, rendang n all. the house is still the same.. hmm...

my dear is still at camp.. he's having this leopards nite.. something to celebrate hari raya haji der. haiizz.. anw he'll be coming home soon. tonite is his 2 week. so another week to go!

selamat hari raye haji to everyone!!!

my dream

i met my dearest yesterday nite.... in my dream.. heheh.. ahhhh!!! i think i'm love sick.. or miss sick.. i'm missing my dearest rahman soooo badly now.. haaaiiizzz... and its only been 8-9 days would still have 2 weeks more to go b4 i could eventually meet him again.. not in my dreams but in real life. ='(

okayz.. now i'm gg to blajar ugama.. how dull a sunday could be.

...

i'd almost lost him to a small mistake that i shall not do again... no no.. i cant afford to lose him u noe. i'm sorry dear....

SKOOL SUCKS!

i hate the timetable!!! arrrggghhh!!!! BENCI! I HATE IT! hahah.. haaaaiiizzzz... monday have 4 freaking 4 hrs break. no more taxation 2. n the teacher said " ouh.. we're not preparing them for poly" ...... WTF!!!!

eeeeeee.....!!!! soo geram noh..

i wan my darling. hahah.. i misss u dearrr!!!! billerrr lagi nak balik nih??? hahahaha...

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hmm

today i forgot themost simplest thing b4 going to work. to punch my card. ahhhh!!! sheeeessshhhh!!! i guessed its cos i went to the wrong entrance. aiyahhh~ how can i be sooo forgetful sey!

i wen to eat at istambul rest at level one w mel.. ouh.. sungguh sedap noh. n bought my international calling card to call my dearest in thailand.. n yup went back home. heheh.. well no one to go out with me xcept this melvina.

hmmm wad else to write?? hahaha.. so damn bored with my days now..

heh..

today .. is day 1 of my dear not being here with me.. hehehe.. well.. sunyi noh. no one to nag at.. no one to msg me.. no one to lup2 me. hahahah.. =p

i was soo dumb.. gi lah kol his hp. hahahah.. merepeks lah gue ni. anw was jus checking if he had receiption der or wad. so yah lah. i think i'm gg to subscribe to IDD 018.. den at least i cld sent some msg or call using my hp. takot nak kol using home phone. nanti ader je kene bayar using international call.. wahh..dun one.. esp wen the bill goes directly to my dad.

oh ya.. he msged me jus now. i was sooo HAPPY! hahaha.. sooo rindu tau. but yalah i cant call back cos i cant do international calls.


ARggHHH!~!!!~~!~~!~

still have 20 days left! hehe...

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my darling is going!!!

arggghhh!!! i'm going to miss the sound of my hp beeping.. hehehe.. cos my dear is not going to msg me for the next 3 weeks!!!!!!!! arrgggghhhhhh!!!!!!!

jus now i send him till tanah merah. his family was there too.. was kinda not okay gitu cos tot his mom was angry w me. ahaha.. dunno why. so yah lah... n i found out that his family noe muszafar fam. sheeeeshhh. my aunt fam noe them. my bf fam noe them. wow. wad a small world. anw it had been such a long i 've seen him.

wad else? hmmmm..... i dunno ah...

I MISS U DEARR!!!!

haiz..

me fight with rahman again.. haiizz.. i jus dun like wen he speed up to 140+. arghh... i'm not a speed person... eeeeeeeerrrrggggggghhhhh..

yesterday we went to rod's new hse at woodlands. yarh help to paint the house. me n him painted her room. totally tired sey. but fun lah.. her hse also quite big for 3 person. but sad lah today tak bleh go again cos i'm working..

kk.. i dunno wad crap to say. bye.

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