moving out~

Leaving this me to a new me at http://nyetism.blogspot.com

Sure this blog has been with me such a long time.. hehe.. but time to move on.. c ya all at my new blog!

been a few weeks....

i kinda lost touch of updating my blog.... those who knew wad happened on 16 jan n to me on 17 jan... Rod n my class TF02 esp, Azman, Nad... thanks for being there for me. If not for u all.. most prob i will be very very lost..

Would i write it here? I dunno abt tt.. maybe not. Anw i dun think i would have to write it down. It will be in memory FOREVER. No doubt.

I am more to disbelieved n some disturbed about the incident. Who wouldnt be. But life still need to go on....... Promises made... but none is fullfilled. Yet? I dunno.
Whatever.

Anw exams is soooooooooooo around the corner. and all small things i am thinking abt it. band, blog, dunno what the heck else i am thinking abt. I wish i could slice my brain off so i can be more relaxed. haizz...

i am so down. Not very bad as on Jan 17.. but yah still down.

what the fucking shit......

I was on my way home from school at around 8pm plus. I was with my friend and when the train arrived to central area, i believed it was between after city hall, there were a lot of commuters boarding the train.

I stood closely with my friend but somehow the person behind me keep pushing me from behind. I thought it could be that he was hugging his bag and he doesnt have space to moved it, and that he keep pushing his bag to my bottoms.

when i turned around, i was shocked to see his bag at his hands but his body was so called pressed near to my body. appearently he was not pushing his bag but pushing his private part at my buttocks.

I looked at him but i did not make any scream or what so ever but i talked to my friend. I wanted to take a second look again but by then the man, who is indian, very big size with tied long hair, already went off the train.

I know nothing can be done much because i do not remember the exact face of the guy, or have witness that he actually did the indecent act. but i would like to inform you so as you could think of preventive measures in the future.

that is wad happened today... yah in the train. n tt is my letter to smrt. but i couldnt send it just now. so i may try again later.

n i fucking lost my thumbdrive again. my fucking iac project is in it. and i do not hv it at my fucking laptop n rahman seriously do not know wad the hell to help me. what the fucking shit day.

bored...

Does your name begin with: A??

U are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action.You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get.You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure, and subtly enticing. You are an up-front person. You often don't get hints & you ever pass any.

Brains turn you on. You must feel that your partner is! intellectually stimulating, otherwise you will find it difficult to sustain the relationship. You require loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to know that you're being appreciated. Your mate's physical attractiveness is important for you. You tend to be very Practical, & not very emotional Your choices are very good & can only lead to trouble. You are very self satisfied & egoistic.

JULY

Difficult to fathom and to be understood
Quiet unless excited or tensed
Has reputationEasily consoled
Honest
Concern about people's feelings
Friendly, Approachable,Very emotional
Unpredictable and temperamental
Moody and easily hurt
Witty and sarky
Sentimental
Neither forgives nor forgets
Caring and loving
Strong sense of sympathy
Judge people through observations
Loves to be alone
Always broods about the past and the old friends
Likes to be quiet
Waits for friends
Not aggressive unless provoked
Loves to be loved
Easily hurt and takes long to recover
Overly concerned
Puts in eff ort in work

Cancer

Turn ons

Try to adapt yourself with the changing moods of the Cancer. At one moment they m ay be laughing and enjoying and in another moment they may cry or sulk. You may have to adjust with the moody and sensitive Cancer. They are like the tides in the ocean always fluctuating. Cancer people love food so if you know how to cook and can be poetic and romantic (added Bonus) then you know the way to their heart.

Turn offs

Cancerians are very sensitive people and can get easily hurt. So do not play with their emotions and sentiments. They are like tides that can take you with it. They form emotional bonds with even inanimate things too so do not ask them to discard old caps or souvenirs these things hold special meaning to them. You have to realize that the crabs have soft heart and are vulnerable. Do not contradict their tested line of thought and action it would only lead to confusion.


Does your name begin with: R??

You are a no-nonsense, action-oriented individual. You need someone who can keep pace with you and who is your intellectual equal-the smarter the better. You are turned on more quickly by a great mind than by a great body. However, physical attractiveness is not very important to you. You have to be proved to be worthy for a partner. You have a need to prove yourself the best. You want feedback on your performance. You are open, stimulating & romantic.

OCTOBER

Loves to chat, Loves those who loves him
Loves to takes things at the centre
Attractive and suave
Inner and physical beauty
Does not lie or pretend
Sympathetic
Treats friends importantly
Always making friends
Easily hurt but recovers easily
Bad tempered
Selfish
Seldom helps unless asked
Daydreamer
Very opinionated
Does not care of what ot hers think
Emotional,Decisive,Strong clairvoyance
Loves to travel,
the arts and literature
Soft-spoken,
loving and caring
Romantic
Touchy and easily jealous
Concerned Loves
outdoors
Just and fair
Spendthrift and easily influenced
Easily lose confidence

Scorpio

Turn ons

Scorpio`s are full of passion and zest for life. They have tremendous drive that can involve you too. Tune in to their wavelength and you can enjoy the harmony and music in life with them. Scorpio`s are loyal and never forget a ki nd deed done by you. If you want to enjoy life with your Scorpio lover share their passion and intensity and you will be fascinated by how beautiful life can be with them.

Turn offs

Scorpio`s are very passionate and intense but they are also fiercely possessive and would like to possess your mind, body and soul. Do not let seeds of jealousy grow in them because then you may have to suffer agonies of jealousy and discontentment in life. Scorpio`s have explosive tempers be careful how you handle them. They never let anyone know what is going on in their mind till they strike and you may be caught unawares. Do not flirt around in the presence of your Scorpio lover.

i think she is...

totally desperate and depressed. hahaha.. what had gone into her mind? yah yah.. i know.. well she has and still trying to break me n my dear for the past 3 yrs. but wad for? what gain would she get? rahman? but why? what can he do with you? emotionally maybe. but financially??

come on... he has yet to financially support me. what makes u think that he is able to support u? ur baby? and the abortion u claimed?

maybe u need to get some counselling. learn to accept the situation now. rahman is mine and will be mine. if ur fate or jodoh with him is in the future, go ahead. BUT now, his fate/jodoh is with me now. dun bother being the 3rd party here. it doesnt work. okay?

hey

hello.. i am better now.. after one project done... yup yup.... just a lil bit better thats all. so yup2.. i still have 2 assignmt for LMS n POA, 3 grp projects for IAC, biz mngt, buz computing due this cmg wk n next.. 1 test this cmng wednesday for POA, friday for Macro i think.. and 16 jan another test for wbcom. like tt.. then feb 12 is the first paper......POA.. i am okay with tt.. i think.. but ya.. tts my life. for now.

oh well... wad to do...

ok ok.. i actually wan to talk abt something else.. but i got lazy. and i want to watch my korean dvd, jewel in the palace.. but but but... assignment is holding me back........... oh well...

so...

am i supposed to be good in his cup of tea as well??
how am i supposed to that IBM cant do much of video editing?? how am i supposed to know tt in banking and finance course would somewad do video project?? how am i supposed to noe that it will rain heavily?? u urself saw my shirt after i went under the rain.. ya ya.. my fault to not predict the weather.

BUT cant u stop at the mrt n tell me to wear the raincoat(pants)?? n so yah.. my fault for not gg off n leave u early. thanks to my own fault, i got no choice but to buy a new pair of jean.

but yah who am i.. i duno anything abt video editing.

If u read this, so thank u for helping out and being sacarstic to me for knowing nuts abt video editting.