selamat hari raya haji

tomz is already hari raya haji.. aint much of preparation. jus havin ketupat, rendang n all. the house is still the same.. hmm...

my dear is still at camp.. he's having this leopards nite.. something to celebrate hari raya haji der. haiizz.. anw he'll be coming home soon. tonite is his 2 week. so another week to go!

selamat hari raye haji to everyone!!!

my dream

i met my dearest yesterday nite.... in my dream.. heheh.. ahhhh!!! i think i'm love sick.. or miss sick.. i'm missing my dearest rahman soooo badly now.. haaaiiizzz... and its only been 8-9 days would still have 2 weeks more to go b4 i could eventually meet him again.. not in my dreams but in real life. ='(

okayz.. now i'm gg to blajar ugama.. how dull a sunday could be.

...

i'd almost lost him to a small mistake that i shall not do again... no no.. i cant afford to lose him u noe. i'm sorry dear....

SKOOL SUCKS!

i hate the timetable!!! arrrggghhh!!!! BENCI! I HATE IT! hahah.. haaaaiiizzzz... monday have 4 freaking 4 hrs break. no more taxation 2. n the teacher said " ouh.. we're not preparing them for poly" ...... WTF!!!!

eeeeeee.....!!!! soo geram noh..

i wan my darling. hahah.. i misss u dearrr!!!! billerrr lagi nak balik nih??? hahahaha...

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hmm

today i forgot themost simplest thing b4 going to work. to punch my card. ahhhh!!! sheeeessshhhh!!! i guessed its cos i went to the wrong entrance. aiyahhh~ how can i be sooo forgetful sey!

i wen to eat at istambul rest at level one w mel.. ouh.. sungguh sedap noh. n bought my international calling card to call my dearest in thailand.. n yup went back home. heheh.. well no one to go out with me xcept this melvina.

hmmm wad else to write?? hahaha.. so damn bored with my days now..

heh..

today .. is day 1 of my dear not being here with me.. hehehe.. well.. sunyi noh. no one to nag at.. no one to msg me.. no one to lup2 me. hahahah.. =p

i was soo dumb.. gi lah kol his hp. hahahah.. merepeks lah gue ni. anw was jus checking if he had receiption der or wad. so yah lah. i think i'm gg to subscribe to IDD 018.. den at least i cld sent some msg or call using my hp. takot nak kol using home phone. nanti ader je kene bayar using international call.. wahh..dun one.. esp wen the bill goes directly to my dad.

oh ya.. he msged me jus now. i was sooo HAPPY! hahaha.. sooo rindu tau. but yalah i cant call back cos i cant do international calls.


ARggHHH!~!!!~~!~~!~

still have 20 days left! hehe...

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my darling is going!!!

arggghhh!!! i'm going to miss the sound of my hp beeping.. hehehe.. cos my dear is not going to msg me for the next 3 weeks!!!!!!!! arrgggghhhhhh!!!!!!!

jus now i send him till tanah merah. his family was there too.. was kinda not okay gitu cos tot his mom was angry w me. ahaha.. dunno why. so yah lah... n i found out that his family noe muszafar fam. sheeeeshhh. my aunt fam noe them. my bf fam noe them. wow. wad a small world. anw it had been such a long i 've seen him.

wad else? hmmmm..... i dunno ah...

I MISS U DEARR!!!!

haiz..

me fight with rahman again.. haiizz.. i jus dun like wen he speed up to 140+. arghh... i'm not a speed person... eeeeeeeerrrrggggggghhhhh..

yesterday we went to rod's new hse at woodlands. yarh help to paint the house. me n him painted her room. totally tired sey. but fun lah.. her hse also quite big for 3 person. but sad lah today tak bleh go again cos i'm working..

kk.. i dunno wad crap to say. bye.

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