haiz

i dunno why.. but i think i am thinking too much problems at one go.. so yah i am very stressed up. maybe i am gg thru depression?? and just acting up a fun n happy side of me..

but why?? so many whys inside my head. the main.. is about alumni band. Why cant people just emailed me back? Why cant there be members for the practice? why cant just people commite a few hours? why why why? issit me or wad? but though i ask why.... i noe reasons... maybe i just feel useless. the so called president who cant even do anything. plan plan plan also cant even worked out anything. =(

secondary would be assignments and projects and mac n wbcom test coming up in january and exams in feb. wth. its not even 6 mnths.. cant they take pity on the students?

next work.. i cant blame the nature of my work. customer service. what can u expect.. esp when u r the receptionist at the information counter. customers complain is ok.. customer scold then it is not okay. customers raise their voice at u.. that is not okay. who the hell they think they are??? and they dun even use their brain to think the ROOT of problem.

CARPARK REDEMPTION SYSTEM BY METRO PARKING= PROBLEMS W REDEMPTION SYSTEM= BLAME METRO PARKING not INFORMATION COUNTER.

WE HELP TO REDEM BY SLOT THE CASHCARD INTO THAT THING, C "CASHCARD REDEMPTION SUCCESSFUL" and THATS IT.

now who ever goes to eatpoint mall, have problems w carpark redemption. please proceed to METRO PARKING OFFICE AT B1. not that i have not told u.

and of cos... lucky draws........... thou shall not comment on tt. singaporean. what can you expect esp that they are kiasu.. wonder where the heck we get such character. It totally suit singaporeans but its an ugly character.

money is also my other issue. i cant say much. tough i am trying to work my butt out. but until when?? its totally never ending situation..

so how to tackle the stress?? how to overcome the situation? destress?? nah.. i can forget abt it but it will come back. so whats the poin. talk things out? okay lah.. just release some anger but not stress. have a plan? what plan? how to plan when pple not willing and able to work or help u?

so how?

ways to be a better couple

10 steps to enjoying each other better...

1. Be realistic about each other.

Don't try to turn ur partner into something he or she is not. Let's face it, guys-there's only 1 Pamela Anderson in the world, and even she has had her implants removed! Give ur gal a break and understand that her physical appearance is NOT going to change overnite with the help of a few facials or treatments. And ladies, Brad Pitt has already been taken, so u're gonna have to do with what ur guy is like! Chill out, love each other for what u are. There is more to ur partner than what meets the eye.

2. Always talk things out.

Now guys, I know this is not ur fave pastime or mode of resolving issues, but u know what? This works with the gals. Don't make assumptions about each other's feelings. Learn to xpress urself better so that ur partner undrstands what u're angry about, or hurt about, or even happy about! When u stop talking to each other from the heart, it's the beginning of the end.

3. Do stuff together.

Make an effort to do t hings together. Do some sports or involve urselves in some shared activities; something both of u enjoy or are interested in. It could be as simple as watching movies together, or jus strolling hand-in-hand down Orchard Road. Watch soccor with him once in a while though the green patch on TV puts u to sleep in 3 seconds. And guys, do give in if ur gal asks for another day at window-shopping, rather than suggest that she go out with her girlfriends for "that sort of activities" instead. If u're spending more time with ur friends rather than with ur partner, it's a warning sign that u're drifting apart!!!

4. Meet each other halfway.

If he agrees to throw out that rotten T-shirt with the "The_Rock" print, u shouldn't kick up much of a fuss if he asks u to keep ur room tidy... There's gotta be a little giving and taking in a relationship, so learn to meet each other halfway.

5.Show ur love

Buy her flowers or candy or perfume everynow and then, even if u have been together for 5years. It's wonderful to continue showing someone that u care for him or her. Cook him a special meal, paint him a Valentine's Day card. Knit him mini-socks he can't wear ( like for decoration purposes => ), buy him a packet of milk for breakfast, or pack his wardrobe for him...so he knows u can still be romantic and loving despite having been together for quite a while.

6. Respect each other.

Stop making jokes about her hair or skin, or whatever it is u love to laugh at. Ask urself if she thinks if its funny. And if he has an inferiority complex about his height, stop ogling at tall guys and make him feel worse! Love is about respecting each other's feelings and being sensitive to each other at all times.

7. Bury the past.

Stop bringing up the past. Gals..don't bring up the happy things about u and ur ex to ur guy, it would jus make him jealous or unhappy. And guys, don't talk about the happy times that u had with ur ex or mention about her in ur every other sentence as it would make ur gal feel un-happy and she might think that u saying all this b'cos u are gonna get back with ur ex or not interested in her anymore.

8. Sit on ur jealousy.

All of us go thru' spells of insecurity at the beginning of the relationship, but don't translate that insecurity into jealousy. If u're gonna go through ur partner's mail and cupboard, and eavesdropping on conversations, u know something is wrong - with u!!! Jealousy is like a poison that slowly spreads thru' the relationship before finall y killing it. Trust ur partner; love has to have trust in it.

9. Keep ur commitments to each other.

If ur partner is standing u up all the time and cancelling dates and breaking promises, u need to talk! If u're in a relationship, make ur partner ur priority and don't disappoint them if u can help it. It's really terrible when someone promises to take u to dinner, and then calls to cancel it. Don't make promises u can't keep. If ur partner starts to feel that he/she is not important enough to u, u may jus lose him/her.

10. Be honest.

Honesty is not scowling at how awful she looks first thing in the morning, or telling him that he has the biceps of a fly~! When we say "be honest", we mean expressing < EM>ur feelings clearly, not being bitingly cruel. When u're hurt, say so, and when u're angry, tell him/her, w/o getting hysterical. If u can't be honest with ur partner, who can u be honest with? æ Love is also about honesty, and a relationship where no honesty exists probably isn't worth it!

bluergh~

wtf, my net got the tooot problem... i mean the one at my laptop. and i do not know which is the problem. the wireless router or the laptop itself........ aiyooooo.... so yah tts y i am not being able to log on msn and update the blog.

selamat hari raya to all muslims~ happy jln2 raye ye...

unlike me... oh well.. have been at home the past feww days cos my sis n new nephew still in the 40 days thingy.. pregnancy stuff. so yarh... just wait and sit at home... bore myself w tv...cos my net wasnt working and both computers, the one at living room and laptop have no internet.

of cos now the living room one have net.. a new hard drive, a new modem from starhub, a new keyboard.. and internet is working. but yarh....... my laptop is not.



ok. i shall stop yakkking abt the internet.
oh nephew calling...

hey

heloo.. long time no update hehehe.. skool start already n yah been bz. and also net is down at my hse. aisey... i really need to use the net. not only for msn n blogging lah... my skool stuffs as well. oh well.. next wed the cable guy then come and do the recabling.

now... i am right bside my dear n shah( the anugerah skrin guy).. =x shall not tell u what they are doing and at where we are. hahahahaha...

hmmm... wad else???? i dunno.. hahaha.. so bored.. they doing what they are not supposed do.. then i sit down type2.. wah lau......


stomach grumbling also.. hahahaha... cant wait for raya.. oh oh.. my nephew is back from the hospital.. yup yup.. my sis gave birth on 13 oct ard 1140pm.. he is soo cute.. hehehe... soo small... adorable.. ahaha.. since wen baby are not cute, small n adorable. =p


ok ok .. i am bored already..

the shocking awakening

hahaha.. dunno wad to write for the title... but yah i was woken up by shocked cos my mom shouted to me n i was up like wad. my sister lah.. her cervics opened up n blood came out. i bathed like 5 min n out of the hse in the next 10 min. i even have lines on my face. ahahaha.. oh well.. sent her and then her husband also reached on time, n yups... i went home. too tired cos i didnt get to sleep that much after sahur.. but i didnt went home straight. mom told me to buy some groceries at NTUC, eastpt.. n yah.. i ended up shopping some stuffs for myself as well.

reached home, did my own stuffs n was asleep at 2pm, woke up at 230pm cos meeting my dear for the first time since bulan puasa started. aahah.. how kool is that? not that very kool... my bill is confirm gg up the mountain again. hahaha.. dun meet him=more calls.

we did some minor shopping at tamp mall popular, watson.. look2 c2, went eastpt.. n was back home at 530pm.. 6pm i went to Ngah's hse(the preg one) with tembam.. n yah stayed there till 645pm when tembam's dad picks her up.. cos she dun wan to go back my hme.. n yah... break fast, solat terawih at home n here i am... so the tired.. and toms will be another day of sending ngah to kk again for her weekly check up..... sure is difficult to b a mom n who ever wld be involved with the pregnant mom...

=p

so many days never update. hehehe.. lazy ah.. in a way.. edit2 n forget to update anything.. many many things have past.. hehe.. not in the mood to write everyting yet lah.

so just a point form of wad happend sinc e 30 sept
- my second sis admitted to hospital for sever dehydration on mom's bday..3rd oct n yah.. sent her to the hosp. tt time wasnt fasting, so from 11am n until i managed to eat someting at 4 plus to 5pm. n stayed till 830pm.. bought mommy flower tt day.. =)

- went out with the gals(ITE mates) for buke on a friday, 6 oct.. nevr2 go to bugis.. for the raya karnival. its sooo the merepek.. u wan to go there can.. buy food lah.. most sell food. n it was tempting.. then went geylang.. the best place for shopping for baju n more food. so go geylang instead yah...

-then 7 oct did some shopping for making kuih with fadz.. n buke with her n yan at sakura eastpoint.. 8 oct.. managed to do some kuih though i was like half paraylsed due to pain at my left shoulder. dunno why.. n it is still a bit pain.

-9 oct, got fadz to come over to help out w making more kuih.. the kuih though looked like minced meat.. hahaha.. bt now no lah.. b4 baking it.. i think its okay.. for amatuer kuih bakers.hahaha.. n we bought pizzahut for buke. well mom didnt get to use the kitchen cos we were baking n athirah..was ard, so mom look after her..

today.. didnt bake any kuih. kinda letting the oven rest.. n mom also rest like wad. she sleep from 12pm till 330pm. whoa!!!!! she had nvr did tt man.. i guess she must be toooo tired. poor mommy.. n thirah.. lucky ard 1pm she sleep.. n woke up when mom did. hehehe..
ard 530pm when out bought some stuffs w mak n thirah n then meet yan at mrt n off we went to toa payoh. i was soo dying to eat ramen ten. but then i got the wrong location. haha.. it was at ang mo kio i think.. so yups. ended up eating at ljs. bought green tea at 7-11 n went to the seminar. seriously it is nice to be back in the bis. hahahaha.. well da ader kawan.. so yup.. energised a bit. took taxi home n managed to watch CSI.. woohoo.. already missed maggie n me.. n now updating my blog. hehehehehe..

happy reading ya all.. and selamat berpuasa to the muslims.. =)

under construction

melayu power

yeahhh~ hady won the singapore idol!! hehehe.. go ex-siglapian! gua caya sama lu. ahahha, well both did their best. hmm sorry to say but jon is so much better than sly.. yup.. this SI 2 was somewhat ended up with a better top 2. shall not talk abt the top 12 except mathilda n rahimah cld have been a better spot if then didnt do sooo much the emotional songs. need to be versatile like taufik n hady. haha..

okays okays.. been bz lately.. hmm.. its puasa time so yarh, i'm out with mom n dad to masjid kassim the past two days for solat terawih. so by then i was hungy, ate out at the new shop next door- they sell powerful food. MUST TRY everything i say!!and by the time reached home was dead meat.

hmmm.. sat nite i really had a strange dream. was with my dear somewhere, like a chalet.. i think.. n dunno wad happened, i was with nadirah-siglap. both of us were walking n turning at a bend, I saw Allahyarham Zahid, sitting and looking at me, smiling. oh.. i was shocked. then dunno why i asked nadirah to talk to him, n she went n came back saying tt he wanted to c or something like dat.

i went to c.. n he was like some "door" shaking hands w my dear, n he went off. ???? weird huh...

i told my dear n he said, " dun u remember this is bulan ramadan? those who passed away wld come back n c the people that they were closed to.." n i was like WHY WLD HE WANNA C ME??? hmmm... i wasnt that close to him in sec sch. maybe in band practices only.. or maybe as a trb section, we had been thru a lot together, mybe thats where comes the closeness??

I dunno.. well i was spooked by it. but then.. it was shocking nice to c him in my dreams. I do miss him a lot as a fren, as a senior in trb section. and i didnt get to c him at all in life after we accidentally met at tamp POSB atm years ago... that is still my greatest regret.......

hopefully my prayers that i would be able to do this month wld be shared amoung those who have passed away.. esp to those who were close to me.

slamat berpuasa

weee.. tomz starting to puasa.. yuhooo~ selamat berpuasa semua.
hopefully i can get to slim dwn too.. hahahas.

anw ive been trying to put pix from the chalet to the blog but can seem to b able to.. oh well might as well put it on my online photo album. =p
ooohhh.. just nw went to dwntwn for the last time.. to escape theme park. damn from outside look so interesting. but seriously if u r paying the entrance tix. forget abt it. u might as well keep the 16 bux for 2 movie tix, or even a buffet at any restaurants. it is seriously NOT WORTH ur money.

ahah. i think they shld make way for better chalets or even shift wild wild wet there instead. i noe i am biase in the statement cos i have been to most of the interesting theme parks in austrailia n us. but then... they have larger land than we have. like duh... haha.. but i think its best for them to think of making way of something better than a small, not worth it theme park.

i like the go-cart, n a super mini roller coaster ride. hahaha.. n i freaking hate the haunted hse. freaking seram. ahaha.. since when i like haunted hse anw, cos there isnt enuf other rides to satisfy me!!!

okays.. i am toking crap.. selamat berpuasa semua!!!

chalet time~

The chalet was great.. haha.. well first time kan. the chickens was sooo the superb though. hahahaha... miss the smell of it being burnt above the fire. hahahahaha.. first day...

since it was a friday, and not a holiday, so the working members came late evening while the kids arrive together with me. changed the room to k2033 cos the first room had a leaking problem.

yarh it rained but hey we sheltered the chicks with umbrella while my aunty barbeque. haha.. it was fun... after sooo much work, and the aunts and uncles, mom sisters, we all sat down, mostly outside the room where the food where, eating and listening to the malay drama, sutun n those inside the room, with athirah screaming here n there, watching sutun lah. hahah.. athirah was stuck with her fav CIK NOR dia.. haha.. like long time no c.. she cldnt care less abt her mom, nenek n me!! wahh.. a repeat telecast of the austrailia trip. heheheh..

nenek slept over.. ahahah.. kool~ but 12 plus me n nenek were knocked out while nor.. hmm.. dunno wad she was doing with her laptop.

second day

woke up early, send nenek back home n religiously went to band. that was the starting of my well so great day lah. but what the heck. choose some scores for the alumni n then went to whitesands, returned a lib book n out to do find some stuffs at NTUC. Nor came to the bus stop after sending her fren to WS, n saw Ngah, she just came bck from work. sheeeshh.. she look sooo the sarat man..

had ermm.. my bf/lunch at BK dwntown and then back to relaks at the chalet. didnt do much but watch some NSYNC movie on TV n then started to do little stuffs like poking some crabsticks and hotdogs into the mini satay sticks. n duno wad came to our mind was to strt barbeque the hotdog sticks with nor's father mini outdoor bbq pit. and true enuf rain pour like no one's business.. ahahaha.. well at least there is food.

Fida n fauzi came... n then ermm.. my dad n mom- sending the chickens that my mom forgot to bring the day b4, then nor's frens n her family again. lucky the came though. ahahah.. nor's dad helped out to start the fire. haha.. and slowly plenty of pple came. i didnt c much who came at what time n with who though. but of cos my frens i noe lah who came. =p THANKS NISHA, GRACE, FIDA, FAUZI, HAIKAL NP, FILZA, DON, MY DEAR, AZMAN, AZHAR, NAJIB, MAMAT.. presence is soo much appreciated. =)

i tasted the chicks that i did.. hahaha. damn good lah for first time. ahahaha.. didnt like trust much when i did at home. but well it was sooo goood.. ahah. like addiction. hahah.. n there is still leftover. =p

rain came a bit.. but okaylah. didnt spoil much of the fun of bbq-ing. so we continue till the last chicks n went up. my dear n his frens went to sleep.. while i played uno with nor n frens. ahah.. long time no play uno.. fun fun fun... they left around 1130pm... n i was left alone cleaning up the room. sheesh.. the men.. sleep n watch tv only. ard 12 plus when nor n aida came back after sending their frens, my dear left with his frens and then clean here n there. bath n relaks.

my dear msged n i dressed up meet him at the entrance. and it was 2am. where did we go??? mustafa centre. hahaha.. azman n him wanted to buy some stuffs. but for me... 3 plus i was like damn tired. cldnt even walked propoerly. hahahaha.. reached back the chalet ard 345, then bought some dinner at mac, bought back to the room, where nor n aida was watching DVD.. n guess wad. my dear was KO within minutes. ahahahaha.. teruk benar. well.. only nor, me n aida noe how.. hahhahahahahahahah..

pratically slept ard 5am n woke up ard 6 plus to kick my dear out b4 nor's parents come over. hahaha.. n they feel we didnt clean a lot. ahah. wah lau.. clean sooo much leh. even throw so much stuffs the day b4.

clean up clean up clean up, wash up wash up wash up n it was outta of the chalet. kinda miss it. hahah.. miss the freedom. =p
ate bF at BK, waited for nor parents again, n they send me n aida home. a great time... n yarh tt nite i have to work some more. ahahah.. kool~ lack of sleep after such a long long time.

so who's chalet is next???

3 yrs and one month...

today is also our anniversary.. yuhoooo~ 35 months and still gg.. hehe.. lup u darling though soo many boundaries n steps in front of us.... mmuuaacckkss~ haahah

haiyooo

soooo the tired this week.. abg h kena do the IMF, Long work, and yup me babysits n sleep over at their house today and on monday. but but but today is the very very very tiring day. Didnt catch up any sleep till 645pm.. yarh lor..i noe its not tt bad like my hubby who works 2300pm till 8am.. n then work 10 plus to 3pm.. n work 2300pm till 8am later.

today, woke up at 7am, heh.. overslept, 730am like dat, bathe athirah bla bla.. azhad bathe n then waited for my mom to come over took us back home. see we were locked in the house after long went to work.. only mak has the key..

went home, bathe n out again to send azhad to skool. oh god really like some "wild" chldren. athirah run here n there w her brother. aiyoooo...
then met my cusin, nor, at the bus stop, gi market to buy chickies and more stuffs for the chalet toms. yup our very first own chalet. hahaha.. had been gg to pple's chalet but not having our own. =p after buying so much things, reach home, unpack stuffs n started to make the chickies rub.. ermm.. rempah.. erm.. hahah..

did the chickies bla bla.. n "sleep" with athirah.. ate lunch- mee rebus and then n did some talking n counting n c if food is enuf.. n yah the room chalet is on the second floor. oh man.. cldnt get to change it... oh well. ard 4 plus, when out to eastpoint to buy some last min items. wanted to buy the chickies but then toooooooo expensive at ntuc so toms mommy buying again at the market.

haiyooo... i dunno lah wads up with the siglap alumni band.... and on sat for my chalet. what the heck. up to u all lah ehhh... patience is really running out soon...........

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weee~ didnt pass tp. but well fate... heheheehehhe...

remembering steve irwin..

Its sad that the world has lost a great animal lover n keeper. it was so sudden. at work, just started actually, and the tv news said abt steve irwin killed. and i said.. "WHAT???" Me and yaty waited till the next news segment and really2 listened to it.. yup, they said he was killed. Oh man, was like so shocked, called mommy at home and told her. haizz.. really liked his shows though he isnt much like jeff corwin. but yah.. have been watching steve irwin since young.. and definately people will remember him in the future.

Today, helped out my dear in his canon dvd fest production.. become this makcik2 with nadhirah talking2 under the block and "scolded" Fatin- my dear's sister. hahaha.. tiring lah but hey it was fun. now i know more how those media2 people work. or even how it feels like being in n on the set. ahaha.. scary. =p

Tomz, well... is my TP test.. wish me luck. =] i hope i can do the parallel parking right... hehe. okays2 i dunno wad to blab about.

sexy but hilarious videos

do mind the sexual contents.. but its soo funny. dun worry its not porn.


http://www.metacafe.com/watch/2152/tongue_cleaning/
http://www.metacafe.com/watch/118492/perfect/
http://www.metacafe.com/watch/59726/battle_of_the_farts/

http://www.metacafe.com/watch/58285/crabs_are_smart/

http://www.metacafe.com/watch/222542/in_the_name_of_love/

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well... what issit w poeple?? haizz... fed up u noe. asking an hr of their time to go for band.. or even help to choose scores.. n yah make so much reasons. oh well.

just not much in the mood to write now. yarh. bye..

hey

back again after soo long of disappearance. hehe.. well.. today went out around west area following my dear around to pick up n send furnitures. n yah.. after sending the furnitures at redhill, we went to skool. on the way in front of singapore poly, all of a sudden there wasnt any cars on the very outter most right lane, so my dear went in tt lane....... and stopped short.

A TP police at the front, showing a hand signal "U NEVER SEE AH??" sheesh.. there a was a big lorry in front of us.... but what caught our eye was the accident in front. The bike on the ground.. and the black plastic bag covering the body. at the other side of the road was a very big group of students from ite dover, looking so stunned, sadness... yup, i guess tt was their fren. Innallillahirojiun...

we were both shocked, stunned... we didnt talk till we reached skool. traumatised? well yah.. heh.. i wont say that my dear is a good and well mannered rider, we got into an accident in may.... n an a stupid almost accident on sat.. hmm.. i think rite its the "immatureness" in the youngsters.. esp the mly community? well most of the accident is from the the mly comm...

oh well.. pleaseeee riders out there esp the mly one, ride carefully.. think for the loved ones.. or even the future ahead of u. and also... when u ride w someone, tt person's life is in ur hands....

fate it is.... maybe

i dunno wad else to say or do.... things are not gg well in my relationship. is this a silent break?? no.. i cannot face that. not that way... not that way. why r u SICK N TIRED of me???? u dun say that to someone u love for the past 2 years 6 months 7 days........ u r mean...