my dear zahid.....

my band senior.. my section leader.. passed away yesterday due to an accident.. i really couldnt believe the msg that i got from izyan and nurul. i called fida n she asked amir.. n it was real. fida cried while toking to our conductor.. i cried soo many times yesterdae. i jus couldnt believe it was him..

i'm sorry fida and nadz.. you guys were eating ur lunch when i broke the news.

i called plentiful of pple.. but mostly the old bunch of the band members came for the funeral.. denis.. sok yan..fabian.. cordelia.. sheila.. adeline.. xuechun.. aryani.. amir.. hafiz.. firdaus.. syed.. joo guan.. fida.. nadz.. nadiah..and me.

when fid, nadz, nad n me came.. his body jus arrived from the hospital. i wished i had see him for the last time. but i was too scared... that i would cry so much.. and i do have wild imagination at night.. but now i really regretted it so much. soo much. we came at 2.. the body left from his home to the final destination ard 4 plus. * nadz n i was late for ndp preview..* but yah... it was those final steps.. that i couldnt control my tears. he was a my favourite senior. n i really like him a lot as a senior. cute.. chubby.. n his laughs.. the way he talks so fast... how good he was playing the trombone... the way he conducts the band........ yah.. those were the memories...

i feel sad for the family members n those who were really close to him... now i noe for those who had been thru family members who had fatal accidents.... it really traumatise me.. it will be double for them..

for those motor riders out there, please bcareful. never speed or do things tt u never done b4.. u may not noe for those pple who really care for u would come n cry so much on your funeral.. n may not noe how traumatise they can be. think of them b4 doing anything..

for those driving..... please.. never to take the whole road like as thou its yours. i'm sure most of u all wld noe that motor riders like to ride their bike one the white line.. so dun think u're some big shot driving. think of others..


we will never forget him.. i will never forget him.. my dearest senior..

In lovinf memories...

Mohd. Zahid Bin Wahid

1985- 30 July 2005

Innallilahirojiun..

sick...

i was sick yesterday.. after a long time. fever was at 37.5, cough was like wad.. flu.. haizzz... but luckily i am now better except for the cough.

anw i've resigned? my job at eastpoint. well.. kinda missing it but i cant wait for the new one at airport as passenger service assistant. great huh? the only different is that the working hours are round the clock. sooo yupz. i'll be like an owl. sleep in the morning, awake at nite.


=p