melayu power

yeahhh~ hady won the singapore idol!! hehehe.. go ex-siglapian! gua caya sama lu. ahahha, well both did their best. hmm sorry to say but jon is so much better than sly.. yup.. this SI 2 was somewhat ended up with a better top 2. shall not talk abt the top 12 except mathilda n rahimah cld have been a better spot if then didnt do sooo much the emotional songs. need to be versatile like taufik n hady. haha..

okays okays.. been bz lately.. hmm.. its puasa time so yarh, i'm out with mom n dad to masjid kassim the past two days for solat terawih. so by then i was hungy, ate out at the new shop next door- they sell powerful food. MUST TRY everything i say!!and by the time reached home was dead meat.

hmmm.. sat nite i really had a strange dream. was with my dear somewhere, like a chalet.. i think.. n dunno wad happened, i was with nadirah-siglap. both of us were walking n turning at a bend, I saw Allahyarham Zahid, sitting and looking at me, smiling. oh.. i was shocked. then dunno why i asked nadirah to talk to him, n she went n came back saying tt he wanted to c or something like dat.

i went to c.. n he was like some "door" shaking hands w my dear, n he went off. ???? weird huh...

i told my dear n he said, " dun u remember this is bulan ramadan? those who passed away wld come back n c the people that they were closed to.." n i was like WHY WLD HE WANNA C ME??? hmmm... i wasnt that close to him in sec sch. maybe in band practices only.. or maybe as a trb section, we had been thru a lot together, mybe thats where comes the closeness??

I dunno.. well i was spooked by it. but then.. it was shocking nice to c him in my dreams. I do miss him a lot as a fren, as a senior in trb section. and i didnt get to c him at all in life after we accidentally met at tamp POSB atm years ago... that is still my greatest regret.......

hopefully my prayers that i would be able to do this month wld be shared amoung those who have passed away.. esp to those who were close to me.